Now That's a Story!

Jake did not know what to do, he had spent the night looking on a gay dating site, but he loved his girlfriend also. He had loved the evening before cuddling up on the sofa with Emma, the cuddling, kissing and the playful tickle she gave him to make him that made him spill his popcorn. He had known since a boy he was attracted to men but he was also attracted to women. he longed for the hold of a strong man to make him feel safe, but he also liked to be the one to give the comforting hug that made Emma feel safe. How was he going to tell her?

He had met up with a few guys off the site but never took it further than a kiss, he had explained to the men he met that he had a girlfriend and was still exploring his sexuality. and although some were kind and understanding, others had said that they had been made to meet him under false pretences and that he should decide what he wants.

Simon was so confused yet still yearned for a man that would tickle his fancy, and although he had met a few men he liked there was one in particular that played on his mind. He had been out on a date with Dave who had reached out to hold his hand, but guilt had once again reared it's ugly head and forced him to back away, and now Dave thought that he was not interested. The problem was that he really was. He longed to walk hand in hand with Dave, but what would his family think? More importantly what his girlfriend think? It was time to make that decision before anyone else got hurt. he could no longer live a lie.

That evening while on the sofa with Emma he made his excuses and went for an early night. It was then that he text Dave and told him how he felt.Dave replied almost instantly. He told Simon that he had found someone else and that although he really liked him he could not wait any longer for him to make up his mind. Simon was upset but was happy that he had decided to speak to Dave first before finishing his 5 year relationship with Emma. He had to make the best of what he already had, after all in the next couple of months he was to become a father.

Not long after Emma came up to bed and was surprised that Simon was still awake, she disappeared into the bathroom for a while while Simon was lost in his thoughts and when she re-appeared she was wearing a sexy silky night gown and a feather boa. She pressed play on the cd player and began a sexy strip tease. She dangled the boa over Simon's face and began to tickle him with it. One thing led to another and after hours of passionate love making they fell into each others arms. Simon sighed contentedly, he had everything he needed right here. Although he still wished he had a man to hold him at night rather than havingto always be the protector he realised that his family were the most important thing to him. That being a father was something that he had craved for most of his life and now he had it all...almost. He had to do the right thingor he risked losing it all. This new baby due soon was going to need him to be there, so he would have to keep his secret exactly where it was, to himself and live with the choices he had made. Everyone has a fantisy he thought, but only a few get to actually live it.