My first kiss with a woman I was about 18 years old when I first thoug
Published Friday, 6th Nov 15:40 GMT
My first kiss with a woman
I was about 18 years old when I first thought about dating women. I just broke up with my boyfriend whom i didn't really have any feelings for. Everybody thought I was so lucky for dating a guy that was handsome, fit and came from a really good family.
I was raised catholic and being gaywas, well it will alwaysbe not acceptable. However, I wasn't sure that if my feelings were a phase or not. Until I met Jennifer.
My parents sent me to England for University. I was so glad to be moving out of my oppressive home and starting a new life for myself.
Rebecca was my dorm mate and she was a geordie with a very big attitude. We became really good friends and one day I decided to tell her about my feelings with women.
"So you've never kissed a girl?" Rebecca asked me
"No" I said
"I know someone who is a lesbian. I could introduce the two of you"
"Who Alex? I don't think I'd like to date girls looking like boys!" I said
"But Alex thinks you're really cute, Sarah!" She said
"Oh she does not!" I blushed
"Yes she does! She said
"Oh.. I don't even know how to approach a girl let alone know if the girls is gay!" I exclaimed
"Don't worry, I'll set you up on a blind date!" Rebecca said, gathering her things and getting ready to leave.
"With who?" I said
"I can't tell of course! It's a blind date for god's sake! I've to get to class. Don't hug me lol!" Rebecca joked.
Few minutes after she left,I decided to go to the cafe. I connected my laptop to the wifi and openedthe university's chatroom. I thought i'd ask the room if there were any lesbians or bisexuals. I had loads of messages. Mostly from guys pretending to be women.
"Ok, so if you are pretending to be a girl you can just forget it" I typed
"Lemme check my boobs and see if i've got a penis" Jen83 responded via chat
"Lol" I typed back
"So are you lesbian?" She asked
I typed back "I'm not sure. I've never kissed a girl let alone date one."
"You're a virgin then" She said
"With girls.. yes"
We've been talking for almost an hour now and I started wondering what she looks like.
"So.. what do you look like? Butchy or feminine?" I asked
"Feminine. Do you want to meet?" She asked
I stared at my screen which felt like an eternity. I tried to come up with excuses but I couldn't find one.
"Hello? hope I haven't scared you" She said
"Oh no you didn't. My coffee just came" I said, wanting to hit myself
"Are you at the cafe? Coz I am too" She said
I started to look around. There were so many students here with laptops.
"Join me?" I asked. My heart started pounding really loud.
"Sure. Which one are you?" She asked. I gave here details and I started to look around for someone getting things ready.
"SweetPink?"
I turned around and saw the most beautiful woman. She was mocha skinned, fit, slightly muscular arms, long brown curly locks, and a body to die for. She also has the most beautiful smile ever. I was literally drooling.
"Hi sit down!" I said "My name's Sarah"
"Jennifer." She said, extending her hand. I shook her hand. I hoped to God that this isn't just a brief encounter.
"So Jennifer.. nice to meet you at last! So um.. have you been dating women long?"I asked
"I haven't been dating women long. I mean I've only had like 3 girlfriends at most."
"Well you're very attractive." I flirted a bit. Shocked myself that I could say such things.
"So are you. So tell me Sarah, what do you think about dating women?"
"Like I've said in chat, I've never dated a woman. I've thought about dating women a year ago but I just have no clue. I've never kissed a girl" At the mention of the word kiss, my eyes travelled to herlips. I wondered how it would feel against mine.
We have been talking for a couple of hours and by 7pm, I realised I missed my class. I didn't care. I was with Jennifer.
"Hey listen, why don't we exchange numbers. I really had fun hanging out with you but i have to go back to the dorm" I said. Writing my number down for her.
"Why don't I walk you to your dorm?" She said. "I'm also staying at the dorm"
We exchanged numbers and continued talking on the way to the dorm. Finally we got to my room and fortunately, my room mate was not in.
"Hey I had a great time with you" Jennifer said, placing her hand on my shoulder.
"We can do this again" I said. Not exactly sure what I just said.
"Well I have to go. I've got to work on my paper. It's due tomorrow" She said.
"Right. Um me too. I wasn't able to do my paper today so.."I said, smiling sheepishly.
She moved in close to me, leaned forward. I found myself closing my eyes and leaning forward. I felt her hand on my neck and I could smell her sweet perfume. Within seconds, I felt her lips against mine. I kissed her back. It was so soft. So sweet. I put my hands around her and kissed her more. I felt her toungue against my lower lip. I opened my mouth a bit more, inviting her in. It was so intense that I could hardly breathe. Until I felt her move.
"Wow" is all I could say
"So now you've kissed a girl" Jennifer teased.
"Er yea" I said smiling. I was still reeling from the kiss. "Do you want to stay?" I asked her, taking her hand.
"Yes" She said, kissing me once more.
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